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hello.
I'm trying out blogger, again. so hello blogger. I'm leaving my xanga alone for while. I suddenly got really bored of xanga, and don't want certain people to know my blog. so, I've moved quietly to blogger :) and I'm really confused about some stuffs, which I shan't mention. I don't wanna like, you know. hahaha. okay, so, today, I had lunch with A :) talked alot. an d I loved it. he made me laugh like super alot. his laughter is so contagious. :) hahaha. I suddenly, like like blogger o_o and this sunday, I'm super excited, yay! :D :D I really am. hahahaha, whooooo. and no more lyrics for me for awhile, unless there's some songs I'm really in love with. so, no more song lyrics :) I forgot where my link comes from, but it's from a song, and I forgot what song, but it suddenly came to my mind. HA. but I know it's from a song. lolz. I'm going slightly crazy now. okay, so, I feel that I'm growing fatter and fatter each day. I keep eating unhealthy stuff, like: maggie mee, frozen food, fast food. and blablabla. omg. how?! I keep eating mac's and it's really bad. like bad bad. and I dislike people who keep bugging me to go dg. don't you get it? I don't wanna go, so, what CAN you do? make me. okay, I'm not trying to being rebellious or whatsoever, but, I just don't like it. especially my current dgl. I feel so irritated. =.= and also, there's new people, that I don't really like. ha. :) forgive me. it's natural for someone to not like certain people, the way they're behaving, right? anyways, holidays are like <3.>:( okay fine. okay hols haven't really started, well, I don't have school 'til monday, so it feels like hols already. and I don't feel like getting my results back. I'm really scared, yet excited. It's eoy, and I've never felt this nervous about my results before. maybe 'cause I did my best during the exams, and studied more than usual. but, still, I don't really want to get back my results. haha. I want to get the subject combinations I want. okay, I don't really know what I want, I just know that I wanna take Literature, but I have second thoughts about it. hurr, I don't know. ahha :) and I feel realllyyy, zzz about some stuff. arghh. it's alright :) there's still daddy. :) and I realised so many like really nice songs are all sang by guys. lyrics are super sweet. and I've been staying up yesterday looking for a movie to watch, online. but there's like nothing. this afternoon, I watched stepmom on HBO. it's damn nice :) and I feel so satisfied. hahahaha, and this hols, I MUST watch a nice movie. I tried watching transformers online, but it took like damn long to buffer, so I gave up. and I'm desperate to take photos, before my smile become like, completely fake. it's already so fake, I don't want it to be even more fake. like fake fake. oh no.
heal my heart & make it clean.
open up my eyes to the things unseen.
show me how to love like you have loved me.
break my heart for what breaks yours.
everything I am for your kingdom's cause.
as I walk from earth into eternity.
I'm trying out blogger, again. so hello blogger. I'm leaving my xanga alone for while. I suddenly got really bored of xanga, and don't want certain people to know my blog. so, I've moved quietly to blogger :) and I'm really confused about some stuffs, which I shan't mention. I don't wanna like, you know. hahaha. okay, so, today, I had lunch with A :) talked alot. an d I loved it. he made me laugh like super alot. his laughter is so contagious. :) hahaha. I suddenly, like like blogger o_o and this sunday, I'm super excited, yay! :D :D I really am. hahahaha, whooooo. and no more lyrics for me for awhile, unless there's some songs I'm really in love with. so, no more song lyrics :) I forgot where my link comes from, but it's from a song, and I forgot what song, but it suddenly came to my mind. HA. but I know it's from a song. lolz. I'm going slightly crazy now. okay, so, I feel that I'm growing fatter and fatter each day. I keep eating unhealthy stuff, like: maggie mee, frozen food, fast food. and blablabla. omg. how?! I keep eating mac's and it's really bad. like bad bad. and I dislike people who keep bugging me to go dg. don't you get it? I don't wanna go, so, what CAN you do? make me. okay, I'm not trying to being rebellious or whatsoever, but, I just don't like it. especially my current dgl. I feel so irritated. =.= and also, there's new people, that I don't really like. ha. :) forgive me. it's natural for someone to not like certain people, the way they're behaving, right? anyways, holidays are like <3.>:( okay fine. okay hols haven't really started, well, I don't have school 'til monday, so it feels like hols already. and I don't feel like getting my results back. I'm really scared, yet excited. It's eoy, and I've never felt this nervous about my results before. maybe 'cause I did my best during the exams, and studied more than usual. but, still, I don't really want to get back my results. haha. I want to get the subject combinations I want. okay, I don't really know what I want, I just know that I wanna take Literature, but I have second thoughts about it. hurr, I don't know. ahha :) and I feel realllyyy, zzz about some stuff. arghh. it's alright :) there's still daddy. :) and I realised so many like really nice songs are all sang by guys. lyrics are super sweet. and I've been staying up yesterday looking for a movie to watch, online. but there's like nothing. this afternoon, I watched stepmom on HBO. it's damn nice :) and I feel so satisfied. hahahaha, and this hols, I MUST watch a nice movie. I tried watching transformers online, but it took like damn long to buffer, so I gave up. and I'm desperate to take photos, before my smile become like, completely fake. it's already so fake, I don't want it to be even more fake. like fake fake. oh no.
heal my heart & make it clean.
open up my eyes to the things unseen.
show me how to love like you have loved me.
break my heart for what breaks yours.
everything I am for your kingdom's cause.
as I walk from earth into eternity.
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