& I don't know how I'll feel.

I can't wait to see her fall apart. I can't wait to see her heart break into bits and pieces. I can't wait to see her cry. I just can't wait.

I hate excuses. I hate them.
I feel angry.
I feel frustrated.
I guess today isn't a very good day.
I'm gonna sleep silently and not let anyone know.
until tmr, I'll be awake to get my results.
and tmr will be another day of korean drama.
I'm gonna read until I fall asleep and not know that I'm asleep
goodnight, goodbye and so long.
I sound so suicidal, but I'm so not okay.
I'm a happy girl.
oh, and I guess your promises are just,
empty.