breaking dawn

I'D HAD MORE THAN MY FAIR SHARE OF NEAR-DEATH experiences; it wasn't something you ever really got used to.
      It seemed oddly inevitable, though, facing death again. Like I really was marked for disaster. I'd escaped time and time again, but it kept coming back for me.

      Still, this time was so different from others.
      You could run from someone you feared, you could try fight someone you hated. All my reactions were geared toward those kinds of killers - the monsters, the enemies.
      When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one? If your life was all you had to give your beloved, how could you not give it?
      If it was someone you truly loved?

think of me.

Think of me think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while -
please promise me, you'll try.

When you find that,
once again, you long
to take your heart back
and be free -
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me

We never said our love
was evergreen, or as unchanging
as the sea -
but if you can still
remember stop and think of me . . .

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .

Think of me, think of me waking,
silent and resigned.

Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind.

Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things
we'll never do -
there will never be
a day, when I won't think of you . .

We never said
our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but please promise me,
that sometimes you will think of me

phantom of the opera <3

I don't know how we'll make it through this.

lessons starts tmr and I'm so excited. :p wheeee.